Thursday, February 28
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damn!! just remembered tat i have 1500 tmr!! stupid people anyhow put me in!! yes im a swimmer. a swimmer whu doesnt train. a swimmer tat has not gone fer trg since july. -argg- i dint even go fer da tryouts lehhs!! actually, i think my whole class dint go fer tryouts. as in da greenies? yeapp. i tol have no staminaa. cant even finish 2rounds. haii. think i'll run like my own pace? which is ultamate slow.. think i'll be da last ta reach. butt.. heckk. just doing it fer da sake of green. fer da sake of one pathatic point! -hurr-
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@ 4:37:00 AM
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got this thing from pei!!
studying more makes you forget more. the more you forget the less you remember. the less you remember the less you understand. the less you understand the less u learn.
lol. so tat means i shudnt study?? actually.. i dunt even study in da first place. haha. well i've tried. but i cant.
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@ 4:21:00 AM
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hiackx. feel dirty. hafnt bathed yet. wanna go bathe. but wanna use da comp. argg. -decides- use da comp!! yeah!! :) shall go bathe ltr.
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@ 4:10:00 AM
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boo. bored. sad. lonely. empty. lost. confused. hopeless. lousy. selfish. idiotic. bitch. fool. drools. walks. falls. drowns. frowns. troubled. problematic. mean. irritating. stubbon. ugly. short. fat. pigged. noisy. bigmouthed. ..just fuckkin suckks.
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@ 2:59:00 AM
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mayb its yer eyes, yer smile, yer face
or mayb its just u.
i cant control da way i feel
i love everything abt u.
but i guess we werent meant ta be
cos ure alwaes in love
but i know its not wit me
it seems pointless loving you
but i cant help falling in love wit you
all i know is tat i'll neva be da one
but all i can tell u is tat..
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@ 2:40:00 AM
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wanna fill my blog up wit words. +turn da lights down low. take it off let me show. my love for u insatiable. turn me on neva stop. wanna taste every drop. my love for u insatiable+ lala. love tat song!! :) hiackx.. .. ..we'll turn u into lizards. we'll turn u into maggotts. we'll turn u into percey pigs. dunt stop us as we fight. da time has come fer us now. we'll show u our might. wow!! ... haha. dunt really make sense. but i like it. :) well.. think its smth lidat. dunt really know. also cant rem. da end. mm.. i dunt even know da green hse cheer. sheesh. think red hse will win da cheer or smth. cos its really dammit loud. like we were hafin f&n then can like hear everything qt clearly. yeapp.
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@ 2:24:00 AM
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hiackx. bored. today had a chinese test. durh. it sucked. like got so many thingys in front wout da hanyupingying!! -argg- and tmr theres a ss test!! haii. its source based. hope i wunt fail again. been failing all my tests. hafnt passed one yett. yeapp. tat is how dumb i am. and da last ss test i had 1/20. and guess what. im da ss rep. sickk. but at least tanshuwei dint scold me. just told me ta study harder for da nxt test and all da crapp. think i shudd study fer it? but lasy. da toopit chap 2 is so dem freakin long. butt.. heckk. shall think ltr.
today was a boring day. dunt know why. everyone seemed glommy. and i had a freakkin headache pracc da whole day. sheesh. dint even bother ta finish my chinese test cos i had a headache. just mainly did coping. hiackkx. nxt week has 3tests. and all are on thurs. -headache- suckkx. but.. yay!! nxtnxt weekx a hol!! but 3days are alr taken up fer some stupit lit workshop. and my comp is still being repaired. soo.. think i'll just die at home. suckks.
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@ 1:50:00 AM
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da algegria thingy opens today!! wanna watch!! ::someone bing me::
+((a.le.gri.a))²+
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@ 5:30:00 PM
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this is the song tat doesnt end
it goes on and on my friend
some people started singing without knowin what it was
and they continue singing it fereva just because..
sheesh. this song has been rewinding in my head since ydae!! -arggg-
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@ 6:31:00 PM
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@ 6:19:00 PM
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jus sitin' awae, watchin' da days go by+
haha. baq at da lab again. haickx. bored. :(
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@ 9:21:00 PM
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sheesh. tort my day was gettin betta. hiackx. ..this comp really suckks. cannot do alot of things andd.. i have tuition ltr!!! yikes!! how? -saddedx- its really gonna be a long and boring..time consuming journey. sheesh. and tmr i have maths test!! -headache-
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@ 9:04:00 PM
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yay!! in da comp lab again!! :) now ish eng. yeapp. supp ta do da littleindia thingy again. sianx. :(
sheesh. da lee woman is spying on us. lol. :z
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@ 4:22:00 PM
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haha. bored. supp ta look at da littleindia site now? crazyness.
feel so unfamiliar to da keyboard now.. cos so long nv usee. sheesh. toopit comp. until now still unda repair.
ohh!! my hamster just gave birth ta 3 babiess!! yay!! its on da same bdae as ping. i think. cos i dint feed it fer like 2 days? so dunt know when it was born. lol. yeapp. :)
everywhere i go i always see 3. 03!! my fav numba. :)
-bored-
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@ 4:16:00 PM
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pauline: hello all!!! mi jux took ovur jun's blogger...hehex....godd i hate wendy heng lorx...fuckk.......
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@ 4:15:00 AM
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im bored. think i should go xplore her house now. :) heehee. gettin bored. yay!! my dads picking me up ltr!!!!! going ta eat dinner now. :)
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@ 3:39:00 AM
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moved +cos of min and hui. cos they cannot find my site. :(
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@ 3:19:00 AM
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argg. damn!! my freakin comp is spoilt. ahh!! -dying- saddedx. :( but happy!! cos thinking of someone!! :)
audio: mandy moore - cry/crush
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@ 3:17:00 AM
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boos boos. hahas. vera here. ni hao ma. wo hen hao. ure like in muh hse now. dammit lame. i am like writin to you kinda thing. u lahh. killed yer bloggie. make sure you revive it soon. or i will hafta keep revivin it fer ya. aniwaes. i haff nothin else ta sae. and the wo shi zhen de zhen de zhen de hen ai ni song is sooper nice rite?. lalas. okae. ciaos.
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@ 9:24:00 PM
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happy cny!!! haha. im happily collecting angpaos now!! :) and bz shaking hands. yay!! just got 2 :)
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@ 3:45:00 AM
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mm.. just realised today tat cldds is also known as hua hui!! lol. how dumb can one get?
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@ 3:38:00 AM
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lala. at my grandfathers house now. his comp dem freakin stylo!! da mouse got light. :) but da keyboard not v nice ta type thou. having da reunion dinner thingy. finish dinner liaos. as in fer me. im full. -burp-
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@ 5:11:00 AM
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on friday, i tort da nxt day was monday. ytd was just another day. and today dunt feel like sunday. feels like noday. just feels like someday in da weekend. [including friday] ..gawd. im crappin. :× -shutsup-
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@ 1:24:00 AM
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-gushes- thinking of mad. so cute!! ahh. +melts+ again. and tat gurl tat i dunt know her name. shex nort say cute. but qt attractive ta me. lol. think if yall know who will blast out laughing. nvm. she'll be my lil secret. -grinx-
+slapsmyself+ im supp ta ferget them!!!! -argg- so like jose. like fer fun then see now!!! hiackxx. but at least i heckk care bt the other one. heex.
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@ 12:51:00 AM
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dunt know worts wrong wit our school. must wear home clothes on some occasions. then dunt allow us ta wear school u. and reccomend us giordano ta go buy our clothes from there. haii..
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@ 12:44:00 AM
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mm..tmr must wear red. argg. +worts up wit tat?+ then must bring oranges!! hee. my father bot liaos. dint evan ask him. actually i fergot. hahaha!! i think im like gonna bring.. really loads and loads and loads of oranges. so can pigg on them like crazy. think i'll bring like.. 10? or mayb evan more!!! then can munch and munch and munch. but must bring home 2 fer my parents. if not they'll nehneh me. hiackx. -shakeshead- anw, saw da cldds? peeple dancing da parapara. gawd. u shld see it. :z eew. -grosst out- hiackxx. rg so lucky!! their cny celebration was on sat. so they dunt hafta come ta school on mon. bahh. unfair. our sch not independant. who ask tat father father person. :( -boo- anw, cant wait fer tmr!! i mean da pigging part. :)
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@ 11:32:00 PM
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ehx. damn. theres a stealer ard me somewhere.keep on stealing my pens. -counts- my purple marker is gone. a purple lover must have stolen it. my liquid paper is gone too!! a liquid paper lover must have stolen it. lol. and its so dem freakin new. bot it like afew days ago? mm..cant rememba wort else +brings pencilbox here+ kks. looking thru it now..and..oh!! two of my black pens are missing. but heckk. both of them no more ink liaos. and in return, i stole my sis× one. +check× thru again+ both my erasers are missing. one of which i stole my friends one. lucky i still got my nice pink one wit me. :) -smile×- phew. no more. :)
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@ 10:56:00 PM
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thinking of sth we [me, char, pearl, lynn] were talking bt ytd. cracks me up everytime i think abt it. okok. we were talking abt what ta get * and mad fer vday. cos i was saying da bus numba 33 comes qt near my hse. so char say steal da numba thingy and give ta her. then pearlyn said hijack da bus and drive it ta wei× hse and shout ..."wei!! happy valentines day!!!" lol. then i said go find out worts mad× fav numba and do da same thing. +damn. cant stop laughing+
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@ 10:27:00 PM
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hrm..im crossing out my crushes. lol. erm.. okok.. **** is cancelled. [she is "taken"] mad is down. [evan thou she is like, hell cute!!] -seriously- she shall just be my eye-candy. :) damn. thinking of her face. -ahh- dammit cute!! :z +melts+ anw i dunt really know her. and lynn and pearl like her. so.. shant like her!! :( hiackx. anw, + *, [dunt evan know her name] .fullstop. :)
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@ 9:22:00 PM
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was typing some stuff then i saw something moving. tort was a rat. cos it was black. but anw, rats dunt ×sist in my hse. so.. then i realised was my hamster!! haha. took so long ta catch it. ran dem fast. wen i walk near it it will like, zoom!! well, i caught it. -phew-
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@ 6:19:00 AM
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yay!! jose is baq!! and she'll be filling up her blog fer these 4days. :)
welcome back onlinejose!! :)
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@ 5:27:00 AM
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lucky u were born tat far away so + so we could both make fun of distance + lucky tat i love a foreign land for + da lucky fact of your existence + baby i would climb da andes solely + ta count da freckles on your body + neva could imagine there were only + ten million ways to love somebody + can't u see + i'm at yer feet + whenever, wherever + we meant ta be tog. + i'll be there and u'll be near + and tats da deal my dear + thereova, hereunda + u'll neva have ta wonder + we can always play by ear + and that's the deal my dear + lucky that my lips not only mumble + they spill kisses like a fountain + lucky tat my breasts are small and humble + so u don't confuse them with mountains + lucky i have strong legs like my mother + to run for cover wen i neet it + and these two eyes that for no other + da day you leave will cry a river + at yer feet + i'm at yer feet + but tat's da deal my dear + think out load, say it again + tell me one more time + tat u'll live + lost in my eyes..
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@ 5:18:00 AM
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wld u be my girlfriend? + i'll treat u good + i know u hear ur friends wen they say u should + cos if u were my girlfriend + i'd be ur shinin' star + da one to show u where u are + gurl, u should be my gurl friend + u make my heart sing + eva since i saw yer face + nurthin in my life has been da same + i walk around just sayin' yer name + wout u my world wld end + i searched ard this whole damn place + and everything says u were meant ta be + my gf + why dunt u be my gf?
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@ 5:05:00 AM
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asked someone ta go out wit me on vdae. but, seems like she doesnt want to. fuckk it. ..other people have asked me. -doesnt give a damn abt her- :) makes my life miserable. -ihateu!!- u suckk. dint know why i liked u.. loved u in da furst place. regretx now. x< [my love for u has turned to hate. i guess]
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@ 5:01:00 AM
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yay!! they're finally gone. lol. jkjk. mm.. liking/crushing so many people now. actually not alot thou. like ard 5-6? eh? qt alot lehx. my record was 5 at a time. wanna break it!! -hope ta succeed- :)
..drifting further and further awae from some of my closer friends. :( dunt know why also. -sigh- but am i supp ta give a damn? ..having bad mood swings. suckxx. gawdd. and im starting ta hate some of the people ard me. :(
mm..vdae is almost here. dunt want it ta come. dunt have proper date. haii. nvm. shall celebrate wit all my friends. but scard my parents dunt allow me ta go out. hiackx. shall just heck them.
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@ 4:45:00 AM
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hey jun.mmm..at yer hse now.jus read smth tt made me wonder.haii.-da bastard is at it again-mm...guess ya noe who rite?yep.newaes iloveu. muaks. n muaks. [char] +its not like you didnt know that.i said :iloveu: and i swear i still do+
jun...hey. haha MADD. gawd.. sooo cute., :) haha. ok yea bakin at ur hse was fun. must do this more often yea haha and.......i love u alot alot alot. -muax- :)
-lynn
aarghs.im falling off.teex.dis is funn.im at juns house too. hi jun.!!! -waves- hahass.dey banged inta da printer. martha and chester are mad at phyllis.!! from frens.oh wells.im supps ta hurrie up. *:) -we all push pearlyn down- YAY!!!
im back.anyways.that wos miss pompomhead.nnoooooooooooooooo..PAIN.im being abused.fuckk siahhs.my head dammit hurts. stupid char -gives char a head butt- ouch. dat hurt. *:) hair hair hair.ow she whack me again.by the amount and ratio of how much type dot dot to them.. ya must noe dat i type lyke super fast.da speeed *yea rite. super damnnit slow can*bgsdjfkhbvsdajbgfa--signs of a struggle.oh wells.im back.again.hee.visit me.but i dunt have a blog so nia mind.screwwwww it.fuck.hahas.dat wos fer funn./ mad is cute-said lynn- [bimboe] <----anyone with eyes can see whos the bimbo here. the one who cant rem how a keyboard looks like and haves to stare at it to type on it. haha. oops. shes back. better end here.
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@ 4:31:00 AM
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today was dem fun!! went ta far east and met an ultamett cute a!!! heehee!! lets just call her mad. pearlyn is mad about mad!!. and so is lynnette. lol. we got her numba!! she soo sweet!! blush all the time one. her smile damnit cute :) mm.. think.. feel like calling her ltr. -grinx-
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@ 4:40:00 AM
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i've got a new crush!!! :) -happiehappie- « lurfes new crush »
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@ 4:21:00 AM
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mm.. talked ta ohoh, brenda tan and chuanchaunn -> heh? dunt know how ta spell her name all at once taday. they gathered around poor lil me. had no air ta breathe. lol. anw, da talk, sucked. talked ta them fer a whole 1/2 hr. talk and sat there so long until my butt hurt like hell. ohoh told me ta get from 47% ta 50% for nxt yrs avg. tats all. wow huh. and she told me nort ta stay in cheer cos she wants me ta study hard fer this yr then mayb nxt yr can join. [[think they'll prolly change their minds -ugg-]] told them nxt yr evan worse. but chuanchuan say if this yr dunt study hard, might get kicked out of st nickx or nxt yr cannot cope. -ugg- they suck. and all 3 of them laughs at their own jokes. -eew- hiackx. actually i do tat. -grinx- one time i said sth funny..i guess.. ta miss oh until she laugh so loudly.. and gross!! until i felt like blasting out wit laughter. but, controlled. it was dem disgusting. yepp. u shld hear it. gross. dem freakin loud lorx. think can hear ova 100m away. -serious!!- and she was dem kepo!! ask me abt everything. wot time i finish school everyday. wot i do after tat, etc. ask abt my tuition. where it is, what time, and how much it costs!! i mean, w lor!! and she even asked me ta tk cab home cos i spend too much time travelling. its like.. erm..
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@ 2:42:00 AM
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mm.. tat weiting gurl from st johnx is qt chio. :)
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@ 2:39:00 AM
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yay!! just remembered!! i and my self-entertainer. woopx. vern and i are going ta make our class in da valentines day mood. ok. actually now im nort really keen on having valentinex. but.. wdh. we're going ta bring lorts of hearts etc. so fun!! :)
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@ 2:30:00 AM
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im hungry. im tired. im broke. im sad. i suck.
haickx. so hungry. even thou i ate not long ago. so tried. even thou i doze off at 9 last night. so broke. cos i tk cab home prac. everyday. im sad. cos of manymany reasons. i suck. cos im starting all my bad habits again. and manymany other reasons too. -boo- tats so baddy.
life suckx. lifes a bitch.
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@ 2:21:00 AM
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yikes. tml got a maths test and i dunt know a single thing!! -help- :z
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@ 1:52:00 AM
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im seriously willing ta give up swimming fer cheerleading. yepp :) im not jokin. ..okayokay. ..actually i dunt give a fuck abt swimming. lol. but my parents pay for da swimming fees whole year round and i go trainning fer like only one month, 3-4 times a week or at da most 2 months. ..just before competition. its kinda toopid da carry on paying wout me going. ahh!! -headache-
there are so many stuffieex on my mind now. so headache!! :( -screams- and.. [[continues abt da swimming thingy]] im tol useless to da team lorx. im just like .. on ×tra piece there to make da team look bigger. im giving all da swimmers headachex..i guess. cos i dunt pass down da msgs.. dunt go fer timetriles.. and lastly, meetings. nicole went ta help me talk ta brenda tan today. then she got dem pisst and said she still wunt allow me ta stay in cheer. cos i have dissapointeed her time after time. w.
mm.. wanted ta quit swimming and join interact club or sth. but nicole say da whole HOD people will be angry wit me and stuff. and they will push everything ta cheerleading. then.. like nicole said.. they'll be kinda.. bias!! yepp. like am i supp ta care? i dunt give a fuck abt tchax lorx. they can be bias ta me for all i care. anw, all tchax are bias. even my mother. i and ziyi told her tat. well, ziyi felt guilty and stuff.. but i dint. ..i think.
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@ 1:31:00 AM
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today was tol nort a starving dae. yeppx. more like a, more eating junk food day. lol. afew of us bort like, really huge packets of potato chips.. etc.
:( -saddedx- all those people in school team must quit cheer :( so paul ho, jose, yanx, char, eu, me, etc must quit. bahh. toopit ohoh. ohh. but paul and jose are still in cheer ..but not in school team anymore! dunt know whats ohohx prob. hiackx. last year i had ta quit cos mainly of cindy ng & my parents. then this year its brenda tan and ohoh. -suckx- but luckieliee vern and va still can stay inside. -phew!!- .. -thankxx god-
yay!! taday my father say can dunt go fer tuition when i asked him. dunt know why he suddenly so nice also. but i gave some valid reasons thou. like.. he's teaching composite functions and inverse functions now when im at.. chap 2. --> dunt know worts it about thou. and i said to postpone it. yepp. and also, im late alr cos i went fer maths remedial ][haha. like i dit][ and i hafnt bathe and dunt know how ta go there and all da crapp. cos only started this monday. then was rushing there wit my sis. so cant remember anything. somemore i have reallyreallyreally bad sense of direction. and.. worse still.. no hp. how ta contact neone if im lost. damn. crappin alot. shall stop. :×
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@ 3:53:00 AM
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gosh. just realised how goongoon i am. hrm.. ydae wasnt da 3rd. and da firethingyx on wed. and so is total defence. and my maths test is on thurs. -goonx- everything was wrong!! -ugg-
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@ 1:04:00 AM
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yikes. gotta run. dunt wanna be late fer my tuition. eh? actually still got qt alot of time. but.. i shall tk my time. :)
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@ 1:00:00 AM
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today is da 3rd!! 3!! :) can't wait fer nxt yr. 3³..030303. so nicee!! lol.
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@ 12:56:00 AM
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hiackxx. saddedx. :(
tml got 2 tests. f&n and chem. hope i have time ta at least read thru. cos got alot of things ta do. just came baq from cheer prac. then now using da comp fer a short while. then ltr going ta bathe. then gonna tk an hour ta go to paris ris fer my freakin tuition. its so dem freakin far lorx. -ugg- then after tat, when i come home. must eat dinner. relax abit. [[hope i dunt fall asleep:z]] then must study fer my tests.. or at least read thru. -bahh- im a bz bz woman. so long nv so bz liaos. then.. finally.. can snoozzeee peacefully. :) yeppx.
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@ 4:10:00 AM
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Hard rock and tatoos. You hate life; you hate your parents; you hate your family; you hate yourself; oh dear. You have problems with your girlfriends and drugs. You can play some awesome music, and everything you write has a really deep meaning along with some wicked sounds.
yepp. tatoos. hate life. hate my parents. hate my family. hate myself.
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@ 4:02:00 AM
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hrm.. sad but true, my plan of prentending not ta wake up dint work. my mum was lyke sitting on my bed, trying her best to make me get up. cow. she like disturbed me fer 10minx? was practically dying, just hearing her freakin voice. but in da end i dint go fer trg thou i was at da club. was dying of boredom in da toilet. yeppx. i reached there ard 8? and was dahan-ing til 9++ 10. my friends wanted ta strangle me. but.. nah. actually i wanted ta go fer trg cos i was almost dead. but.. smartsmart me fergot ta bring my cap. -ugg- mm.. da toilet in my club is qt.. wierd? toopit? cos there are lyke mirrors everywhere. and.. there are two whole rows of sinks facing each other. counted. 9 sinks on each side. yepp. 9. crazy huh.
anw.. i went shopping. and i bot most of da stuff i wanted :) ..
wanted list :
-bodynits bra
-plaster
-purple pen
-my candle thingy
-slippers
-liquid paper
-doublesided tape
these are da things i can rememba larxx. yepp. :) and..i've bot everything xcept fer my slippers. :( lala. my sis is watching some noisy show. -argg- ohno. my earstick is dropping out. :( help!!..?
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@ 5:53:00 AM
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yikes. on friday is da total defence thingy. hiackx. so suckiee!! hrm.. yepp. gonna.. hrm..what they call it? ..cheat? yepps. gonna bring xxtra food. more food than i usuallie bring. yepp. :) cos if not im gonna suffer. comfirm gat gastric. cos if i dunt eat breakfast, 7+ hafnt assembly yet i hungriee liaos.
..supermarket here i come!!
ohh. and on wednesday gort da firedrill thingy. cant wait!! so fun. but so noisy. cos da ringing thingy just beside my class. :( da toilet there. nvm. can waste some time. :) yeppx. lala. im still bored. bored³. hrm.. my hammies keep on running away. but i luckily i have been able ta.. capture them baq!! heehee. mm..think i neeta change their sawdust. but im qt lasy thou.
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@ 5:46:00 AM
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lala. these 2 songs have been rewinding in my head. yepp. :)
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@ 5:40:00 AM
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must hafe picked da stars out of da sky + and left them in ur eyes + gurl i'm thinkin' bt u everydae and everynight + and i love da way u drive me insane + make me laugh, make me love + make me crazy + i feel alive + bcos u're da only one + to drive me wild, wild + and i can't deny + i love the way i'm all mixed up inside + it's da way tat u make me crazy + it feels so right cos it's u now baby + u got it all going on + wit all da lil things tat will make me crazy + jus da way tat u make me feel + i feel so alive fer da first time, baby + wen u make me crazy + u gort me baby + shld've seen it coming from a million miles away, and now + i'm upside down and inside out + wit what u do to me + wit what u do to me + neva been so in love and so unsure + u lift me up, tear me down + still i love u more + can't deny + i've come to love da way u mess me up inside + baby i can't work u out + baby i can't work u out + cos i neva eva loved someone lyke u before + gurl lyke u before + and now i can see things str + cos everytime i clear mie head + everytime i.. + u spin me round again
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@ 5:25:00 AM
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i've been blogging my ass off till half of da page is todays stuffieexx.
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@ 5:14:00 AM
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-phew- luckily i dint go fer da ac thingiee. cos my sis said it was qt or was it v boring? also dem crowded. and she hates crowds. yepp. :) she bot a towel. saw it. dem nice and soft!! :) but da words on it qt ugliee thou.
ohh. and my foolscape isnt wit jess. its wit kangwei. -ugg- then i must walk all da wae up just ta collect it!! -argg- hiackx. nvm. its healthy xcercise. lol. yepp. v goot fer my health. :)
yay!! my parents are buying baq horfun fer me!! and my sis. hrm.. da one i like. yepp. i can b.. eh? i am a fussy pig!! i'm a fussy prettie intelligent gurl. :) yeppx. everythingx opposite xcept fer da fussy and da gurl part. :) and ltr they're buying paopao fer me. ....i think. yay!! :) i'm a happy gurl now. nono. da tort of going fer trg tml is making me irrrritated.. ahhh!! :( -saddedx-
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@ 2:13:00 AM
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cutting thru da darkest night + in my two headlights + i'm trying ta keep it clear + but i'm loosing it here + to da twilight + there's a dead end to my left + there's a burning bush to my right + u aren't in sight + u aren't in sight + do u want me + like i want u + or am i standing still + beneath da darkened sky + or am i standing still + wit da scenery flying by + or am i standing still + out of da corner of my eye + wus tat u + passing me by + mothers on a stoop + boys on couped-up coupes + on tis one summer night + between fight and flight + is da blind man's sight + and da chioce tat's right + i roll da window down + feels like i'm gonna drown + in tis strange town + i feel broken down + do u neet me / like i neet u + sweet sorrow is da call tomorrow + sweet sorrow is da call tomorrow + do u love me + like i love u + oh, u're passing me by + passing me by + do u neet me + like i neet u too? + do u want me like i want u? + or are u passing me by? + or am i standing still?
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@ 2:04:00 AM
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done!! :)
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@ 1:57:00 AM
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hrm.. shall go delete some of da tests/posts. so damn freakin ugly.
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@ 1:56:00 AM
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hiackx. tomorrow is sundae. :( dunt want!! cos my fathers gonna make me go fer trg in da morn. think i shall just pretend tat im still sleeping and all da crap. if it doesnt work.. i'll go there and nort swim. yepp. goot idea. actuallie i usuallie do tat. but if mie sis forces me.. then.. i'll think of what ta do at tat point of time. :)
hrm.. sundaex familiee dae. -boring- hate my parents. they suck. sucksucksuck. yepp. they suck.
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@ 1:41:00 AM
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im blogging my ass off. hrm.. jus realised tat when im like.. practicallie home da whole dae .. i have much more ta blog/say. yepp. :) -wierd-
hrm..theres hardly neone online. only gort.. let me see.. ying², ping and chenxun. :( boring!! mm.. feel lyke drinking pao² all of a sudden. i want paopao!! but my fathers playing tennis. cannot help me buy. :(
heehee. just realised another thing. i love ta.. hrm.. heehee. hrm.. :) larlah. going mad. lyke ziyi lydat. when bored we'll go crazy. think we neeta go see some psychologist or sth. lol. :) heehee.
im a self-entertainer. :) and so is vern. we are da self-entertainers!! lol. miss her. neet her ta entertain me cos i'm lack of entertainment. ..? heehee.
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@ 1:22:00 AM
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im looking at da calenda now. and just realised tat my sis went ta da mtv concert thingiee. tat freaking free woman. gort 6mths free dunt wanna work. everydae either go out or just laze ard. and ziyi went ta de ac fair. i decided not to go cos no mood. yepp.
oooo.. on da 12 and 13 is chinese new year!! just lyke one day b4 vdae. :) mm.. and i just realised now feb liaos. so fast. think da next time i look at da calenda it wld be alr june? heehee. ..gonna collect angpao marnie!! but its gonna go to my bank ta collect interest. hrm.. think i shall like tk 10buckx or sth? yepp. :)
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@ 1:12:00 AM
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hrm.. tried practising maths. but it seems lyke i could only do ..eh? ..i only wrote da question down.
hrm.. guess i neet a maths tutor? hrm.. but dunt wanna go fer tuition. mayb i shld just ask my sis. maths genius. nono.. nort ziyi. shex kinda da same level as me? heh. but smarter and much² more hardworking. ..she doesnt tk a maths thou. but goes fer a maths tuition fer jc use. yepp. its fengyi. da onex wit da brainx. but da one wit no looks. lol. i think her o's fer maths got 1? or was it 2. yepp. when she comes home i shall ask her. :)
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@ 12:44:00 AM
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oh. jus remembered tat f&nx on tuesdae!! how goongoon of me.
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@ 9:49:00 PM
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boredboredbored. im dying of boredom. hrm.. think i shall practise my maths ltr. cos got test nxt week :(
next week has lyke 5 tests!! f&n everyweek also have. [[suckxx]] ok..tats mondae. then got bio and chem. dunt know which daes thou. and got a maths test on.. either wed or thurs. tat toopit jess tk my foolscape en neva return me!! now i dunt know wort hw i hafe and wen are my test dates -argg- & finally.. friday got ss :z stress wk :(
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@ 8:42:00 PM
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just wanna run away from it all
but its impossible.
i'm starting to cut again
but its kinda useless
it has been useless right from da start
..i guess
i've tried and have been trying ta ferget ya
but its useless
cos it doesnt seem to be working.
mayb its because i just truely love u
just love you the way you are..
cos even just thinking of all ur bad points
doesnt make me change my point of view of you.
my friends say i think abt u 247
but i hardly even realise it
cos mayb i just keep on thinking of u
until i dint even have time to think i was actually thinking of u.
i reallie want u
so badly tat i'd do any or everything
pls stop da pain in me
just say da one thing i've been yearning to hear
the one word tat can stop all da pain.
cos i die to be with you.
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@ 7:59:00 PM
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hrm.. guess i'll be quiting cheer. reallie kinda want to cos its kinda ..taking up all mie time. and torturing me. tiring me. and yepps. when i go home. weader i stand or sit i'll still fall alseep. and i also get tired when its 9++ 10. but.. da tort of.. standing in da hot sun on sports dae.. in ugly culottes.. and worse.. a uglieer green tshirt. reallie makes me wanna change my mind. and also.. the tort of having da backups shouting "stretch out ur hands. ur line aint str!!" and having ta shout out the cheer and memorising it and all da crapp reallie suckxx. and lastly.. tiptoeing trying ta look for people.. someone.. and da no more of her standing there watching us dance during cheer prac.. yepps..seriousliex changing mie mind.. ..but!! it my father also wants.. forces me ta quit. hrm.. wort shld i do? hrm.. lie tat i've quitt? yepp. tell him i go for all da remedial crapp?? :)
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@ 4:35:00 AM
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@ 4:20:00 AM
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:( da cut on mie leg is bleeding again!! -ugg-
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@ 1:18:00 AM
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hrm.. home so earliee. nort used to it. somemore i took cab home!! [[waste mie marnie. think gonna copee mie mothers money ltr :)]]hrm..lyke hafnt been coming home so earliee in days/weekx. yeppx. toopit father lorx. scolded me lyke fuck last night cos i came home late and misst mie grandpa bdae dinner thingiee. sae if he dunt slap me than hex nort mie father. hrm.. yepp. he dint slap me. jus wacked mie legg. and now he wants me home str aft school everydae lorss. :(
hafe nort been coming online fer qt long liaos. eh? act 2daes onlie but just seems v long. yepp. cos mie freakin father lyke barrt me from the comp. cos i came/come home v late? hrm.. they usuallie want me home lyke 6, at the most 7. if i lyke come home at 7 they'll ask me why so late. hrm.. yeppx. they suckk. ohhx. act mie fatherx qt toopitt. cos if/when i come home earliee and mie parents arnt home, i'll use da comp. andd.. da electricitiee bill will lyke.. go higher? [[toopid freakss]]
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